by Doreen Hopwood
I watch the birds, black headed gulls, rooks and solitary crows, heads cocked, a momentary lull in their raucous cacophony. They listen for the rumbling of worms turning underground, leatherjackets tumbling through the whispering sounds of complaining roots protesting at the unseemly speed and heavy tread of the luminous orange centipede as she flees the hideous devouring beaks. Deaf to this turmoil, afraid to delve beneath the surface of the deep dark soil, you cannot see the secret places hidden in your heart. Seated high in my vertiginous tree like a succubus grafted onto bark, I see you watching me, lusting after my luscious, dark, venomous fruit. And who am I? Count the grains of sand upon the beach, or the stars that wash the midnight sky, I am the beginning and the end, the prize you long to reach. I am the Cailleach washing in the stream cleansing your life blood from my thighs, I am the Morrigan screaming over battle scenes, wreaking havoc and rejoicing in the cries of foolish, greedy men. I am Pandora with my box of tricks, observing the foolish lift the lid, unleashing hidden desires, a heady mix of forbidden delights amid decadence, betrayal and regret. I have a heart, you know, a vast unfathomable place, where only those who understand me go, only those deserving see my face and live to tell the tale. I am Death in Her feathered cloak, Kali at Destruction's door, Hecate smiling as her hounds run amok, run then, run until you can run no more, I catch you all. |