By Penn Kemp
Kore, Ostara, Flora, sing slight intimacy of air, flights imagination will lilt with. Goldfinches float above the daffodils, hang upside-down on the stalk of old sunflower to catch last fall’s last seed. *
A flash of cardinal lilts down to settle in a cloud of Creeping Charlie, Gill-over-the-Ground and sky-blue Forget-Me-Knot. * My daily bouquet of dandelion satisfies the neighbour’s need
for desert of green grass and mine for wild. The yellow vibrant heads last just a day, and then plunge sodden into compost, to rot and feed more
flowers, not to go to seed and propagate as they are raised to do.
Daily, the flowers bloom closer and closer to the ground, as if to speed the cycle, to seed before
the lawn mower lops off their vibrant unmistakeable heads. In thwarting their will to reproduce, I celebrate their evanescent charm and serve their leaves for lunch. Stirring Not StirringHoney drips from my nose, coats my hair in blond stiff strands. I am standing very still calling bees by scent. Pheromones draw them to collect on me, hiving off to a giant new temporary queen, spun down from my chin in a grand pharaoh’s beard. My eyes, my ears are bee-shut, open only to their buzz. * What I don’t know is that I’m here in front of a bear’s cave on the first warm day of summer, attending emergence, as the swarm births from entrails of bull and bear. Bee goddess, bear goddess, mid- wife, be with us mid-life and beyond. Homing to the GivenI am moving into old time Fire embraces my shadow, absorbs darkness into heat.
Friends linger, huddle under our circular warmth. 10,000 years melt away in the current
climate shift. There goes snow. Too late for comfort, too late to reverse trends toward entropy.
Decades, centuries speed past future possibles into the past as currencies of passable presents.
How to turn this tendency around. Rapidly, rapidly. Restraint is not enough. Constraint does not serve.
That’s not the story. I’m drifting. The ceremony commenced while attention was off in is own helium.
I am standing before the entrance of deep cave, a cave I recognize only by the dark its shadow casts.
Fire gleams. Fire climbs the walls. Shapes dance into consistent form. The sense of bear emerges into three
dimensions. Someone from behind must be holding up the bearskin for Orsel, Artemis, Bear Woman, shape
shifter. There is no one there but this bear shape is now my contour. Bear shape becomes me. Becomes
my own, new comfort large enough to roam back, large enough to call home. Culture Shock and Smooth ReturnThe mothers are washing their babies in municipal tanks that reek of slime and brackish river water. “All water’s holy,” you proclaim, “in Mother India,”
and I regard again the women flailing laundry white against broad river stone. Sun glints gold threads in scarlet saris.
I step into the current till cotton wraps wet around my knees, willing to float and submerge, until from the shore you wave me back for the next shift of scene. Now we’re swimming our lake toward the city.
Water falls off us like liquid wings of teal, murky and lukewarm that should feel frigid given the lacy fronds of ice creeping from shore. Are we drifting into hypothermia?
Not in this dream dimension where elements mingle. Joy beyond perception propels our arms’ strong crawl toward Lakshmi, Devi Ma, and the Kali who changes us all. Last August LightWasps and bumblebees scheming for nectar dip and swim through the haze, yellow and black, carrying home their burden of pollen.
Seasons have their hues: ours is sun-steeped translucence lit from within till it brims over.
Females dun beside their bolder mates, gold- finch cross the sky in graceful loops of liquid
flight and song, sway on green fronds that bow under light weight to the doctrine of signatures.
River carp leap and fall, rippling circles the stream. Like calls to like through bright air before sunset.
Celebrating Ceres, celebrating Demeter, goldenrod scimitars flash solid arabesques of late summer, late afternoon, late in our lives for such luminous entrance. Brooding Night MaresA family of Clove horses roams through nightfall. Spice of life, ground but not blown
on turbulent winds. Settled in green paddock, grazing the surface, content to browse.
Not Clydesdale but Clove. Feathered but flightless, smaller than Percheron.
Coralled there to breed more handsome foals
that will pepper fine familiar pastures of the past
their gorgeous black sheen. None of those cloven hooves cleft in summers gone
disturb the dust as they wing their way through dream dimensions toward now at nightfall toward the feast of Epona, the stables of Rhiannon. Recurring Dream ThemeNight rustles outside our window, murmurs and squeaks. Whimpers follow outraged raccoon yowl. Orange and black streak
across the dark pane I can’t see through into night creatures’ world, conjuring interlaced smells of skunk, mouse, bat
disturbing our neighbour hound's nose. Scent leads a trail to territorial war, deep enmities nurtured throughout the long wee
hours before dawn lifts that velvet cloth to reveal grey, seeping shade back to clarity. Daylight cicada notions begin threading a
brightening air. Dragonflies wing-web the pond. Inside I still dream of prowling tigress, White Goddess stalking the dark. All above ©Penn Kemp |